Started the month camping on a private island in upstate new york- didn't see anyone at all for days. Spent days and days on end in the city purposefully wasting time in parks or shops or on my roof or at small hip hop art show things. Got on the wrong train going home alone at 4am an unacceptable amount of times. Kept the same few friends close more often than I'm used to for those weeks. Lost a lot of my quiet habits and it didn't end up making me feel better like I thought it would. Flew to Oregon and road tripped through Washington for the last two weeks of it- stole camp sites in Olympic national park and the Hoh rainforest, stayed with and wandered around tacoma and seattle with old and new friends. Being in an unfamiliar-surrounding mindset nonstop is where I thrive though I've never felt this at ease within it which is maybe better i can't tell. I keep having very haunting dreams I don't know what to do with because they're not what I feel during the day but when I first wake up they feel legitimate.